Yes I know big for my wrist, but I wanted the 41mm
I'd love to know more about your motivation. You state it's too big, and many of us would objectively agree. So why did you want this particular version so badly? Do you have other watches? Have you regularly worn different sizes? My wrist is probably bigger, but I wear watches down to 34mm comfortably, with my "sweet spot" being 36–38mm. Welcome to the forums!